My own ultimatum.
You see a lot has changed within a year and I’ve learned life by myself was lovely and pleasant. Now that I’m with the love of my life (again) I see things quite differently now.. Now.. my future is determined. I used to tell myself I wasn’t scared of it being SET. But, now that it is.. It honestly terrifies me. I honestly am fearful that history may repeat itself or what goes around comes back around. I cannot help but reevaluate my life. My choices. My relationship. Am I living a happy healthy life? For me to even question that… It makes me wonder. I truly feel happy, but when I ask myself it’s like I put my guard higher than a teenager sparking his first joint in high school. I came to the conclusion it’s either ride or die. Do I continue in hopes things will get better or cut the cord before somebody gets seriously hurt? Do I strive for the future I’ve been wanting since the age of 15 or Do I test how far I could go without looking back?
My decisions. Ohhh my thoughts. I needed this.
The real lover is the man who can thrill you by kissing your forehead or smiling into your eyes or just staring into space.
Wrote on a rose petal. #MissingTucson
I found her under a car <3 #WelcomeToTheFamily
Waiting for daddy to get home from work #DinoProblems #ExcuseTheNoMakeup
The strippers at our prom tho »»>
Me and my date #Prom2013
Me and Joel ! #Prom
Me and Matt ! I love this kid <3
Bwahaha #2013 #LoveYa